Today was a normal day.
I think i got enough sleep.Not sure, but feeling kinda tired.
Went to school and thought i was late.
In the hall, saw her. She's still as happy as before, always smiling.
Looking at her but didn't want her to look at me coz i don't know how to respond also...
So went for lessons. When walking back to class, saw her with her fren.
She was laughing but somehow after seeing me she appeared sad.
Kinda awkward.
So i kept thinking why it became like this.
Den i was kinda moody aft recess.
Aft tt was EL which we cracked lots of jokes at the back of the class.
I guess i felt better aft that.
We played Zombie and stay alive after the remedial.
Paul was watching us play and laughing.
Overall had fun and i guess tts gonna be the last time we ever played.
Everyone's now studying intensively and we're still playing.
So i guess we won't be playing anymore.
School's been tiring and i guess won't be updating frequently.
I just wished that things were the same as the way they were before.
When everything was alright, i was happy.
Now everything is going wrong and i think i might just break down soon.
So i hope that someday somehow, everything's gonna be alright and we can get back to the way we were before.
Seeing you smiling to your friends tells me that at least you're happy.
♥ G L A M B E R T S UNITE! | 3:24 AM
{Dreams?}
Saturday, September 19, 2009
I dreamt that i got good results, I dreamt that you came back to me.
None of these dreams came true and i don't know if they ever will.
Its been awhile after things got much worse.
Its not easy to get by these days without you...
Constantly thinking of someone tends to make me feel sad or miserable.
Having taken back my results, it made everyone felt sad except some.
I used to think that i will still have you, but now i've lost you.
I have nothing left with me now.
The whole world starts pairing up and i'm the only one left.
I woke up from that dream and i felt really sad.
If only i could had slept awhile more and my dream would be longer.
Its a moment to cherish, the feeling of having you by my side.
But as i woke up, its back to reality and i'm not willing to wake up just yet.
In that dream, you appeared to want me back.
And thats why i didn't want to wake up.
I have no idea why things all turn out this way.
Things just aren't the way they were before.
Everybody's changing and i don't feel the same.
I can't stop thinking of you as i missed you everytime there's nothing on my mind.
I find myself looking at our pictures staring and reminding me of our past.
So if you see me laughing like there's no worries, i'm not really happy.
Hide my head i wanna drown my sorrow.
Everything ain't going right, they all go wrong.
School is always such a bore, hiding from teachers.
♥ G L A M B E R T S UNITE! | 6:17 AM
{No title}
Wednesday, September 2, 2009
Problem with general appearance in school...eat my shit!
Not only me but my friends too.
Not sabo-ing them but i just think that its really unfair.
Told you that you never warned me but you insisted you did.
Go ahead and give me some demerits!
They're not going to do much either.
Your head is as hard as a durian!!!
♥ G L A M B E R T S UNITE! | 1:06 AM
{Happy Birthday Michael!}
Saturday, August 29, 2009
Happy Birthday MJ the King of Pop!
♥ G L A M B E R T S UNITE! | 6:36 AM
{The end is near?}
Thursday, June 25, 2009
Well, today went out to study with Gerjo...
Did some FNN and Physics...
Went home had dinner and feeling kinda down.
I saw you but i just didn't know what to do.
You were standing there but i just don't know how to react.
I went to starbucks and finally had a proper seat and table to do all those work.
And then you told me that you were at mac.
You claim to be with this guy and i guess you kinda enjoy yourself.
I didn't know how to feel.
Should I be sad or happy?
I knew you were going to leave me again and go with another guy.
I'm not sure if i can wait anymore.
I asked you how you feel about him.
You said"He's kind, understanding, smart, knows wat i wan and handsome"
I knew he's going to be someone great and i told you to go ahead with him.
So you agreed and den why are you asking about me now?
I guess i'm sad that i lost you again.
I suppose you had a great time with him and have waited long for someone like him to come along.
To give everything you want and to take care of you.
I think i should be happy for you but right now, i'm blue.
I don't know if i should talk to you right now, even though you're online.
I guess you need not bother about me and i won't get to talk to you much already.
It always happens to me.
Does it make me more used to it or does it wears me out?
I'll leave you to decide.
I'm tired of everything now.
May not be posting for days, weeks or months...
♥ G L A M B E R T S UNITE! | 5:50 AM
{Things aren't the way they were before}
Tuesday, June 23, 2009
Oh gosh!
H1N1 is here!
Alright, last time i heard about it was 103 ppl getting H1N1.
Now it should be around 150 i guess.
School holidays are extended for those that went overseas and came back only aft 22June.
I didn't go overseas!
But i guess it doesn't matter much.
So i'm going to try finishing all the homework! Aft this will go and do comb. science!
Tmr do SS (SBQ)
Thurs will finish up FNN papers and Fri if i got the mood, i'll do the "NOW I CAN" thingy...
Geography, idk what are they trying to make me do.
I've done my Emaths hwk, SS (SEQ) copying
So 1,2,3,4,5,6
That all!
I'm done with you! Assignments...
So lately been trying to do my hwk but slack quite alot.
So, gotta focus 1st den...
Oh, i've been wanting to post this here.
Samantha and Sharon prepared all these!
My belated birthday present!Thanks ya!
And it was sent about 11 days ago i guess.
Haha!Wanted to post it up but i've been really busy i guess.
Its a pic of the letter sent to Adam for his autograph!
Inside this envelope are pictures of him and i guess he'll be signing it and sending back to me(:
Its going to be a long wait!
♥ G L A M B E R T S UNITE! | 6:43 AM
{Damn it}
Sunday, June 21, 2009
Bro slip and got a cut at his jaw there.Hope no scar.
Get well soon bro!(:
Got 3 stitches...And everyone was shocked.
We were swimming in the pool and playing around.
Carried bro to land and tried to clean the wound.
Carried him to the car quite far den off we go to the hospital.
I admit i was shocked and worried(:
Thats all i guess.
Looking forward to sentosa for swimming club this saturday.
I can do my front flip now and land on my feet!
Did it at siloso beach just now, before the incident happened.
I miss you but i realise i don't matter to you.
You can tell me how much you care but you don't mean them.
I'm starting to feel that i'm wasting my time.
But if i let go now, everything that i've done will go in vain.
I'm confused.
♥ G L A M B E R T S UNITE! | 7:55 AM
