Today was a normal day.
I think i got enough sleep.Not sure, but feeling kinda tired.
Went to school and thought i was late.
In the hall, saw her. She's still as happy as before, always smiling.
Looking at her but didn't want her to look at me coz i don't know how to respond also...
So went for lessons. When walking back to class, saw her with her fren.
She was laughing but somehow after seeing me she appeared sad.
Kinda awkward.
So i kept thinking why it became like this.
Den i was kinda moody aft recess.
Aft tt was EL which we cracked lots of jokes at the back of the class.
I guess i felt better aft that.
We played Zombie and stay alive after the remedial.
Paul was watching us play and laughing.
Overall had fun and i guess tts gonna be the last time we ever played.
Everyone's now studying intensively and we're still playing.
So i guess we won't be playing anymore.
School's been tiring and i guess won't be updating frequently.
I just wished that things were the same as the way they were before.
When everything was alright, i was happy.
Now everything is going wrong and i think i might just break down soon.
So i hope that someday somehow, everything's gonna be alright and we can get back to the way we were before.
Seeing you smiling to your friends tells me that at least you're happy.
♥ G L A M B E R T S UNITE! | 3:24 AM
{Dreams?}
Saturday, September 19, 2009
I dreamt that i got good results, I dreamt that you came back to me.
None of these dreams came true and i don't know if they ever will.
Its been awhile after things got much worse.
Its not easy to get by these days without you...
Constantly thinking of someone tends to make me feel sad or miserable.
Having taken back my results, it made everyone felt sad except some.
I used to think that i will still have you, but now i've lost you.
I have nothing left with me now.
The whole world starts pairing up and i'm the only one left.
I woke up from that dream and i felt really sad.
If only i could had slept awhile more and my dream would be longer.
Its a moment to cherish, the feeling of having you by my side.
But as i woke up, its back to reality and i'm not willing to wake up just yet.
In that dream, you appeared to want me back.
And thats why i didn't want to wake up.
I have no idea why things all turn out this way.
Things just aren't the way they were before.
Everybody's changing and i don't feel the same.
I can't stop thinking of you as i missed you everytime there's nothing on my mind.
I find myself looking at our pictures staring and reminding me of our past.
So if you see me laughing like there's no worries, i'm not really happy.
Hide my head i wanna drown my sorrow.
Everything ain't going right, they all go wrong.
School is always such a bore, hiding from teachers.
♥ G L A M B E R T S UNITE! | 6:17 AM
{No title}
Wednesday, September 2, 2009
Problem with general appearance in school...eat my shit!
Not only me but my friends too.
Not sabo-ing them but i just think that its really unfair.
Told you that you never warned me but you insisted you did.
Go ahead and give me some demerits!
They're not going to do much either.
Your head is as hard as a durian!!!
♥ G L A M B E R T S UNITE! | 1:06 AM
