Well, today went out to study with Gerjo...
Did some FNN and Physics...
Went home had dinner and feeling kinda down.

I saw you but i just didn't know what to do.
You were standing there but i just don't know how to react.
I went to starbucks and finally had a proper seat and table to do all those work.
And then you told me that you were at mac.
You claim to be with this guy and i guess you kinda enjoy yourself.
I didn't know how to feel.
Should I be sad or happy?
I knew you were going to leave me again and go with another guy.
I'm not sure if i can wait anymore.
I asked you how you feel about him.
You said"He's kind, understanding, smart, knows wat i wan and handsome"
I knew he's going to be someone great and i told you to go ahead with him.
So you agreed and den why are you asking about me now?
I guess i'm sad that i lost you again.
I suppose you had a great time with him and have waited long for someone like him to come along.
To give everything you want and to take care of you.
I think i should be happy for you but right now, i'm blue.
I don't know if i should talk to you right now, even though you're online.
I guess you need not bother about me and i won't get to talk to you much already.
It always happens to me.
Does it make me more used to it or does it wears me out?
I'll leave you to decide.
I'm tired of everything now.

May not be posting for days, weeks or months...