There's so many things going on in my mind now.
1st thing is definitely about her.
Tmr mock exam, i'm Dead!
FNN cw and everything not completed.I'm dead again...
Too tired to study
Too fed up to do anything
Man, why does everything happens to me.
Everyone's relationship lasts long but mine was total bullshit.
Everyone can be tgt with each other.
But us, you're always there and i'm always here alone.
Have you ever thought that i'll be lonely and i'll not be okay?
Have you ever thought of how i felt?
How many times i think of you.
How much i need you.
How important you are to me.
NEVER!
You never give a damn when i'm down.
You just let me sink in deeper and deeper.
What hurts the most is that u're too busy with others that even if i called for help you can't hear it
You're always there and i'm always here.
We can text each other but what does tt actually brings?nothing i suppose.
You're always telling me you found someone new but i just keep holding on.
You ask me to enter and den you make me crawl, i can't keep holding on to what i want when all you got hurt
I had enough and i wanna stop this but i still want to hold on.
I know i have to let go but i can't bring myself to do it.
If i were to be a playboy well, i can just forget and get a new girl.
But i'm not.And most importantly is, i won't treat you like any other girl
Because you're so special to me so much that i'm willing to wait.
But once again, the problem is how much can i take?
I can't be that good but at the least i'll try to do until i really had to give up.
Until there's no other options or chances.
I know i sound stupid but i guess thats really how i felt la.
I'm not much of a saint. I can only try to do better than yesterday.
I'll keep holding on, but i have a feeling i'm slipping off.
And i may fall deep down.Never to re-surface again...