Bro slip and got a cut at his jaw there.Hope no scar.
Got 3 stitches...And everyone was shocked.
We were swimming in the pool and playing around.
Carried bro to land and tried to clean the wound.
Carried him to the car quite far den off we go to the hospital.
Thats all i guess.
Looking forward to sentosa for swimming club this saturday.
Did it at siloso beach just now, before the incident happened.
I miss you but i realise i don't matter to you.
You can tell me how much you care but you don't mean them.
I'm starting to feel that i'm wasting my time.
But if i let go now, everything that i've done will go in vain.
I'm confused.
I guess i had fun at the class outing.
Went to esplanade,marina barage and clark quay.
Took the hippo tour and den went to some indian restaraunt for buffet lunch.
Reached school and played the inter-class captainball game.
After that, changed and dinner at KFC den home.
Damn, i still can't find the rolling stones magazine!
I guess i gotta go to town to look for them!
Haven't been to town since the start of this year so it should be about 6 months?Haha!
Trying to make it 1 year :)
Since the day started, i knew that you would be having a whole lot of fun.
Everywhere you go you'll be with those guys smiling and playing.
I knew that you won't be looking at me so i told myself not to think of you.
Everytime i'm not doing anything, you come into my mind.
You seem to bother about everyone else more than me.
When i'm talking to you last night, i sounded like i'm trying to forget you.
But somehow, you sounded like you don't want me to!
But you keep telling me to forget about you.
So what's really on your mind right now?
1 instance you're pleading me not to leave
Another instance you're driving me away.
What am i supposed to do?
I don't understand.Really, i don't.
You said you found someone new but people keep telling me that you're making things up.
I'm speechless.I don't know how to reply them.
From what i see, i really can't tell but i guess its true.
I can't afford to lose you but I'm tired too.
♥ G L A M B E R T S UNITE! | 6:56 PM
{damn}
Monday, June 8, 2009
There's so many things going on in my mind now.
1st thing is definitely about her.
Tmr mock exam, i'm Dead!
FNN cw and everything not completed.I'm dead again...
Too tired to study
Too fed up to do anything
Man, why does everything happens to me.
Everyone's relationship lasts long but mine was total bullshit.
Everyone can be tgt with each other.
But us, you're always there and i'm always here alone.
Have you ever thought that i'll be lonely and i'll not be okay?
Have you ever thought of how i felt?
How many times i think of you.
How much i need you.
How important you are to me.
NEVER!You never give a damn when i'm down.
You just let me sink in deeper and deeper.
What hurts the most is that u're too busy with others that even if i called for help you can't hear it
You're always there and i'm always here.
We can text each other but what does tt actually brings?nothing i suppose.
You're always telling me you found someone new but i just keep holding on.
You ask me to enter and den you make me crawl, i can't keep holding on to what i want when all you got hurtI had enough and i wanna stop this but i still want to hold on.
I know i have to let go but i can't bring myself to do it.
If i were to be a playboy well, i can just forget and get a new girl.
But i'm not.And most importantly is, i won't treat you like any other girl
Because you're so special to me so much that i'm willing to wait.
But once again, the problem is how much can i take?
I can't be that good but at the least i'll try to do until i really had to give up.
Until there's no other options or chances.
I know i sound stupid but i guess thats really how i felt la.
I'm not much of a saint. I can only try to do better than yesterday.
I'll keep holding on, but i have a feeling i'm slipping off.
And i may fall deep down.Never to re-surface again...
♥ G L A M B E R T S UNITE! | 7:39 AM
{Don't know why}
Thursday, June 4, 2009
Everytime i think about you i feel so miserable.
Everytime i try not to think about you, i think about you.
Everytime my mind is empty, i think about you.
There's really no way i can forget about you.
Everytime i find myself looking for you somewhere.
I see you today as you were waiting for the bus to school.
I took that bus and realised you didn't come on board.
So i wondered what's the problem now.
You got time with the guys and you just won't spend a single minute replying me.
Thanks alot for the appreciation.
I finally realised all those things you said to me were all lies.
Girl, you're full of lies.
You tell me you're serious but i just doubt it no matter how much i want to believe in it.
You just won't talk to me.
You reply a while and thats all.
Nothing more...
What am i supposed to do now?
Leaving me here all by myself, there's no body to fend for.
And no one to rely on...
Everything i thought i had were all gone now.
I don't know why is this happening now.
I'm blue...
♥ G L A M B E R T S UNITE! | 4:18 AM
{June}
Tuesday, June 2, 2009
Right now, i'm confused and tired.
I've been waiting for your message since then...
But till now, i got none.Its not that i don't care.
You know exactly how much i'm willing to give up.
I just can't believe my eyes when i saw you and him.
Its nothing i expected.
You walked away with him right infront of me.
As though i didn't exist.
You may have a whole lotta explanations.
I'm waiting to hear them.
Give me somthing to believe in.
I just wanna know what you say the other day was true anot.
You said you need some time alone, i told you i'll be there for you and told you to cheer up.
Just a few days later, i'm seeing all these.
Whats with my life?
Everything happens to me, and i'm trying to get over them.
I just wanna hear what you gotta say.
You didn't seem sad when i saw you, not like what you told me
I'm finding this one difficult to get over with.
I guess i'm just not that gd as him huh...
Thats why you went to him instead of me.
I have no idea what you'll be saying, and i'm sure it'll be surprising.
I've sent you messages but you didn't reply to any of them.
You're too busy with him i guess.
I just wanna know if you're alright.
Because from what i see, you appear to be down but when i really see you.
You're with him, probably happily laughing away.
I guess you're spending most of the time messaging him and don't bother about my messages.
Maybe i'm just nothing compared to him.
So i really don't know what else to do now.
I'm wondering what you're doing , what you're thinking and how are you already.
At least send me a msg saying you're fine.Or not.
I'm missing you everytime.
Looking at you're picture didn't help and it makes me wanna see you even more.
I miss you, i need you...
♥ G L A M B E R T S UNITE! | 3:16 AM
