This was created to write about you.
I know it sounds stupid but so what?I am...
Never behaved like an Express student, never gotten good results for my academics.
Do i deserve to be in express?I'm still wondering.
O levels and Prelims are coming and i'm still slacking here.
Can someone just wake me up and get me to work my ass off?
I need to be reminded to study continuously, i guess thats what my mum always says.
Being a lazy bum in studying but a dragon when i'm out playing.
Guess what, i guess my life is such a failure...
Messaging with u till night study started.Den ended i got a few messages back frm you.
So what?I guess i'm losing you soon.
Waited for you at the bus stop, den when you came down, i guess you didn't see me.
Walked to ur fren and my hope was almost gone...Den you turned around and walked to me!
Was happy and my heart was pumping super fast.
Den walked to cross road, held your hands for awhile den u said we're still in uniform.
So i tried to believe it but somehow, i thought it was all just excuses...
Holding your hands reminded me of the last time i held your hand...
Walked with you through underpass,talked and chatted.
Seeing u smile and laughing happily,I felt happy too.
To see you smile and laugh was 1 thing i would wish for...
Den waited for u at bus-stop.
And den you said"finally he msg me sia!"
So being the loser me, just said...
"Oh,good lah.*Smile*den say go talk to him more lah"
So things were sad at the end...waved goodbye to you as you left and *smile* again...
My smiles are out of place, and if you look carefully, you can realise that i wasn't smiling heartily
On my way back home, scenes of you telling me about him messaging you kept replaying.
I couldn't help but i guess i shed tears...
Friends said we look compatible, but somehow i can't be with you...
I had enough of people coming in between and at the wrong timing!
When ever i'm about to get you, someone has to come out...
What the hell is this?
Suddenly i feel like a failure...
I ain't smart, ain't good looking, ain't talented and can't have the girl i loved so much...
You said i'm the one whom cares alot about you but den your heart is still with him
So what this means?You love him huh?Don't be with me just because i care alot about you...
Be with me because you love me...
What happened to the time when u took pic with me and ur heart was beating damn fast?
And what happened to the time when you were tounge tied when taking pic with me?
Where did all these go?
Why don't you realise that maybe you still love me?
It always happens to me...
I guess thats me, the boy that everything happens to.
Ninja warrior, died at the dip thingy...Was too fast i guess.
Nights guys, i guess i'm losing her