Was i too over concern about you?
Or was it anything that has to do with me?
Why you just have slight feelings for me and den go back to the colder side of you?
You came online and i was so happy to see you.
But somehow i wanted to know if you still have that feeling for me...
Too bad you probably didn't meant it.
When you told me those words, i went up to cloud nine.
Hoping to see some achievement, but den again...
You pushed me away so far now that i can hardly see you or feel you.
Why do you have to get me happy and sad all the time?
Today went to school and i was kind of worn out.
By you, by myself, by everything.
I don't know if i should carry on trying to survive my days.
Or should i just sit back and watch what will happen to me?
Maybe you will eventually go with another guy?
And i'll be left all alone?
Watching everything and everyone changing as time flies.
I guess it wasn't right for me to carry on loving you so much though the fact that you love someone else already.
It wasn't easy to get over the breakup with you and try to get you back again.
Now that you don't give a shit about me, don't give a damn about me or even wanna reply my msg.
I guess you just want me to die down, slowly forgetting you.
You want me to forget you, saying i'm wasting my time waiting for you or even something that i know will never happen.
I used to think that i can get you back. But now, i'm not too sure.
I used to say that i'll get back with you soon, guess i just wasn't good enough.
Seen you today in school for just that few seconds.
You appear walking pass me all the time but talking to your friends.In fact, guys.And i guess it was on purpose...
But why won't you just appear talking to me?
I wonder if i'm getting that 2 things you said you were gonna give it to me.
I'm waiting and I guess i may not be able to get it.
Not replying my msgs made me even worse.
Now that everything seem almost lost, i'm not sure if i should continue hanging on.
If things were just that simple...
If only we started last year, our relationship would have became stronger, better and we can even be together now.
Knowing that you really loved me last year, i went with you but why did that someone had to come in...
He messes everything up and leaves them lying around just like that.
I think i just have to carry on surviving each day, hoping, wishing, wondering...